Sunday, November 01, 2009
11:34 PM
i'm sorry..
its all my fault
i think too much
too much self confidence is bad
assume makes and ass out of u and me
i shouldn't think we were already like an item when u don feel the same way
it was till ytd tat i knew its kind of one sided
foolish me..............
the way i am .
Thursday, October 08, 2009
11:22 AM
don think too highly of yourself
i don need u to survive on my own
i have true friends that will accompany me thru all these
why cant u just talk properly rather than saying it so bitchy-ly
mayb tats what u are
i don care if u had a bf u knew for less than 2 weeks
its ur choice
ur choice to forget about us
your choice to give up on us
don worry
we willl nvr ever be the same as before
i will nvr ever feel sad because of u
u ruined my life
but i will mend it back myself
good luck with ur new found happiness
if its the happiness u want
i got nothing to say
nothing at all
nothing......
thanks for the people that supported me
especially cheesy!!
i'm not saying this cause u are the only one that knws my blog
i'm saying this because u gave me the most support
thanks
the way i am .
Sunday, October 04, 2009
9:20 PM
WTF!!!!! SHE HAS A BF!!!!!!!!! FROM MY WELFARE SUMMORE!!
purrrrrrrrrfect..........
trying to forget her is so god damn difficult
the feelings are fading but there is still some there
why even bother thinking about her when she don honour anything
she is just a memory now
mayb this will let me recover faster from the broken heart.........
the way i am .
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
11:33 PM
connection camp is finally over.
hard work to those oc's tat planned it
thanks a lot(although u guys wont be seeing)
still remember last year
when my welfare head was camp chief
my group LILLIES with the pink hair band
is a memory
now its me bringing memories to all my other friends
suppose to feel a sense of achievement
but why do i not feel so.
i didn't plan well
didn't make an effort to see what could be better
didn't even think that campers need water
failure.. total failure..
and i still tot it was a success.......
at first
disco night proved my point so strongly i couldn't help but say i failed
its like left with only 10+ ppl with half being GPs
welfare gave comments which i could have avoidded them
i cant manage to think out of the box, think in their shoes, think for them to enjoy
have i really succeeded?
or just tat success is a fantasy.......an illusion.........not reality...........
the way i am .
Saturday, September 19, 2009
11:08 PM
many things happened lazy to blog
nobody reads it anyway
sorry to my 2 daughters
not tat don wan let u all see
just tat don wan u all to have more burdens
is just a place for me to vent
recently welfare had this long talk
said everything i had in mind
mayb i was too straight forward
mayb i didn't make myself clear at the start
but one thing is for sure
i failed.........
no leaders has been like me before
putting personal emotions into work
leading to almost a collapse of supposedly the strongest sub comm
failing terribly
hope connection will not fail ba
i dno why i'm feeling so.
but.....................
hai.....................
don step into something u are not sure boy....
the way i am .
Sunday, July 26, 2009
4:19 PM
accidentally deleted this post
Welfare results are finally released!!
U PPL BOND HOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUST BOND BOND BOND!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.
most importantly................................
don be jealous! life is unfair. hehe.
I LOVE U!!!!
why do i feel like this...
i thought it would be normal
just normal
before the break up
i felt nothing
after it, tears just flow
now everytime i hear a song happy or sad
i feel for it
everytime i type on this computer, i think of it
i'm cant take it anymore
the way i am .
Thursday, May 28, 2009
11:03 PM
oops! forgot to post about my new welfare sub comm peeps!!
Vernon Koh
Boey Chee Siong
Yar Hong Chiong
Lim Jun Chai
Justin Ong Jia Rong
Ng Kang Wah Jacob
Ang Xian Ying
Vivian Lim
Candice Leong
Petrine
Hsia Chih Xian
Glenda Ong
Yang Shuet Jing
Zhang Yulan
Desmond Lim Jek Keong
Zeng Guan Quan
Tyler Low Ann Minh
Nicole Wong Liying
Chew Siying
Cheng Jia Hui
Soo Wei Yi
Ng Shi Min
Matt Wong Zhan Yi
Au Yong Han Boon
Marcus Chew Kian Yong
BOND ARR!! REMEMBER!!! hahaha WELFARE ZAI!!!
anw MORE ppl advice please!!!(see below) :P
the way i am .
