Tuesday, September 29, 2009
11:33 PM
connection camp is finally over.
hard work to those oc's tat planned it
thanks a lot(although u guys wont be seeing)
still remember last year
when my welfare head was camp chief
my group LILLIES with the pink hair band
is a memory
now its me bringing memories to all my other friends
suppose to feel a sense of achievement
but why do i not feel so.
i didn't plan well
didn't make an effort to see what could be better
didn't even think that campers need water
failure.. total failure..
and i still tot it was a success.......
at first
disco night proved my point so strongly i couldn't help but say i failed
its like left with only 10+ ppl with half being GPs
welfare gave comments which i could have avoidded them
i cant manage to think out of the box, think in their shoes, think for them to enjoy
have i really succeeded?
or just tat success is a fantasy.......an illusion.........not reality...........
the way i am .