JOSHUA

Sunday, February 22, 2009

1:37 PM

I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BOTH OF U!!!! studying hard for my fucking exams and getting good results have never made u proud. so now i know ur true colours. when i break my hand all u are thinking about is the money spent, not hw i'm feeling. trying to act in front of my friends like u are very friendly and outgoing. U ARE FULL OF SHIT!! u cant even settle properly in ur own freaking life whole day come and meddle with other ppls life. treating ur friends better den u treat ur family. wad type of stupid family is this. ordering people around. all u ever did was order people around. what have u ever contributed to this family? nothing. wad paying for this paying for that is all bullshit. u never pay for any shit before. all u do is buy things for urself and pay off ur debts. never even seen u give me once a freaking allowance. i had enough of u. u can don give me allowance for my holidays. wait.. u never did!!! i'll find a job and support myself and freaking move out of this god forsaken place. this is not what a family is suppose to be. is either i am picked up from some rubbish dumb by u and unfortunately ruined ur life for the past 18 years or u are just over controlling over everybody.

AND U! trying to suck up to her. for wad shit? u are a man leh. trying to show ur temper but not daring to stand up to her. sometimes treat me so well den sometimes just want to throw me off the building. i dno what the hell u are thinking. u think tat parents just give allowance to me tats the job? NO! is showing care for ur children. if i am even urs. u two have stepped over the line this time round. and i believe my sister feels the same way tats why she ain't talking to the both of u for so long! GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the way i am .